Some Good, Some Not So Good
May. 27th, 2026 09:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nyykiEffective Monday the roof is in place. They spent pretty much all of yesterday getting my solar array reinstalled. The QC guy has to check off on it and run a magnet across the yard to find any stray nails, and the contractor has to give me a final total so I can pay it. This is going to strap me for crisis funds until I can regain my buffer.
There's other drama going on, but I'm not going to get into it here, and not all of it is my drama – I seem to be inhabiting some sort of drama field right now, and I want to inhabit somewhere else for a while.
I'm overdue on an Amazon Fresh/grocery buy, a benefit card OTC order, and some much needed purchases for other things, plus I've got a submission due on Sunday that needs editing, but my editor has been way scarce – I had it done weeks ago, because I get a prompt and write and generate the entry in under an hour most times, but as I say a lot, the disabled live at the sufferance of the normally abled – it's normal for me to have to wait for a while to take care of something because nobody's interested in assisting me when it needs to get done. I missed all the Memorial Day sales this year because of this, and the house has two ceiling fans that I want to replace – the one in the roommate's room got fried thanks to the water leaking into it, and the one in the Zen Room is a white noise generator because the bearings in it are shot.
Am I doing okay? What do you think? I feel my opinion on that is meaningless because it's not going to change anything for the better. But I'm also not looking for someone to rescue me – I stopped doing that a while ago; I'm on my own for almost everything.
There's other drama going on, but I'm not going to get into it here, and not all of it is my drama – I seem to be inhabiting some sort of drama field right now, and I want to inhabit somewhere else for a while.
I'm overdue on an Amazon Fresh/grocery buy, a benefit card OTC order, and some much needed purchases for other things, plus I've got a submission due on Sunday that needs editing, but my editor has been way scarce – I had it done weeks ago, because I get a prompt and write and generate the entry in under an hour most times, but as I say a lot, the disabled live at the sufferance of the normally abled – it's normal for me to have to wait for a while to take care of something because nobody's interested in assisting me when it needs to get done. I missed all the Memorial Day sales this year because of this, and the house has two ceiling fans that I want to replace – the one in the roommate's room got fried thanks to the water leaking into it, and the one in the Zen Room is a white noise generator because the bearings in it are shot.
Am I doing okay? What do you think? I feel my opinion on that is meaningless because it's not going to change anything for the better. But I'm also not looking for someone to rescue me – I stopped doing that a while ago; I'm on my own for almost everything.
