Maybe She's all the way Gone
Apr. 10th, 2026 07:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nyykiAn aphorism says that the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference.
I took no note of April 8th on Wednesday, and its significance to me, until yesterday and my reaction was more "wow, that fifteen year anniversary passed," with no emotional connection at all. I don't feel good about the fifteen year silence in my life, but that the day no longer evokes depression and reenactments of what I was put through I'm pleased.
On to the twenty-first, and that'll be an easy one to remember because I've got an infusion that day.
I took no note of April 8th on Wednesday, and its significance to me, until yesterday and my reaction was more "wow, that fifteen year anniversary passed," with no emotional connection at all. I don't feel good about the fifteen year silence in my life, but that the day no longer evokes depression and reenactments of what I was put through I'm pleased.
On to the twenty-first, and that'll be an easy one to remember because I've got an infusion that day.
