Numerology Quest

I'm trying to do some experimentation with my name, and I have been unable to find any accessable Numerology resources that are useable by the blind. This is a reflection of the rather poor selection of books of interest to the pagan seeker through the National Library System (NLS). There is only one decent book on Astrology, one book on the Tarot, a decent amount of Joseph Campbell, some of Leland's and Graves' archeological works but none of their metaphysical stuff, and a smattering of books on mythology, including only one book on India, several books on Greece and Rome, and not a whole lot else.

I'm trying to do comparisons between my current name and things I'm thinking of changing my name to, but it's hard without all the info and having to do all the calculations in my head. PLus, this is something I'd like to learn more about before I start the big Metaphysical/Psychological research project I've been contemplating for a while now.

So, if anyone knows of any good resources on tape or the web, let me know. A database of names with their numerological numbers would also be great.