May. 14th, 2009

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Yesterday was something of a downer.

First, I went to my advising appointment with my advisor. (Sounds redundant, eh?) She advised me to get counseling, because she feels I'm depressed, (which I don't feel at all and don't exhibit any of the symptoms, but I probably need to see one for other issues, so I'll go) and also advised me to look at other majors. I was already thinking of this, but this just put a cap on things.

Then I heard from one of my friends, and several of my friends didn't pass their proficiency. One was told that they didn't think she had what it took and they suggested she look at other majors. She was crushed.

Then, for the kicker, I got some bad news. On Sunday I'd tried to call my last remaining grandparent, my maternal grandmother, to wish her a happy mother's day. Her phone was disconnected. So I emailed my cousin to find out if she'd moved. She had -- to the cemetary, las February. I know I've been out of touch for a while, but still, they had my number, and I was trying to get better about establishing contact. This hurt, and it hurt more than I thought it would.

Let's hope today is better.
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