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nyykiThe s/o and I got into a long discussion about job stuff last night.
It was not a real nurturing type conversation. It was more like getting read the riot act. And the s/o is so long winded. I want communication, but I want it to be interactive, not a lecture or a monologue. And when I said something, the response was "Then I won't say anything in the future."
Yesterday was not a good day. The roommate screwed up his finances, partially because I covered him back in Early February and let him pay his share of the rent late. This caused a miscalculation that got him thinking he was already paid.
His miscalculation has messed me up enough that I will now probably lose my car. It finally hit me, and as I got out of the shower, I started crying. I couldn't take it anymore. The s/o happened to be home at the time, and did things to try and comfort me, but I am seriously on the edge now.
Something has got to change soon, or I will make it change.
It was not a real nurturing type conversation. It was more like getting read the riot act. And the s/o is so long winded. I want communication, but I want it to be interactive, not a lecture or a monologue. And when I said something, the response was "Then I won't say anything in the future."
Yesterday was not a good day. The roommate screwed up his finances, partially because I covered him back in Early February and let him pay his share of the rent late. This caused a miscalculation that got him thinking he was already paid.
His miscalculation has messed me up enough that I will now probably lose my car. It finally hit me, and as I got out of the shower, I started crying. I couldn't take it anymore. The s/o happened to be home at the time, and did things to try and comfort me, but I am seriously on the edge now.
Something has got to change soon, or I will make it change.
