Boundaries, Purging, and Moving Forward
Mar. 2nd, 2001 09:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nyykiHad a long talk with a friend last night -- one of those past 2am kind of talks.
I'm going to lay off Maeven. Since I no longer have any desire to go down to B&B (The things I was told were just too horrible) I don't feel that I have any right to continuously rag on them there. I do still have some people down there I like immensely. And besides, it seems to really get her worked up to an inordinate degree -- I post about her, I get phone calls. She seems to think I violated a confidence with her. (I am restraining myself to tit-for-tat on that point) She's incorrect -- My feelings do not stem from that situation. But that is no longer something I am really concerned about.
With that said, everyone else is fair game. Stupidity is definitely fair game. And the fairest game of all is other journals -- if it is okay for people to give me stick about what I write, I feel that fair is fair. Consistency is the name of the game....
This whole thing I've been going through feels like one great big regurgitation -- It may sound crude, but I feel like I'm barfing a lot of negativity out of my system. There seems to be a lot of rebirthing going on at this point. (Someone rebirth me a job!!!!) I find myself wondering what is coming up. Why are so many people going through a big change right now? What are we getting ready to face?
I'm going to lay off Maeven. Since I no longer have any desire to go down to B&B (The things I was told were just too horrible) I don't feel that I have any right to continuously rag on them there. I do still have some people down there I like immensely. And besides, it seems to really get her worked up to an inordinate degree -- I post about her, I get phone calls. She seems to think I violated a confidence with her. (I am restraining myself to tit-for-tat on that point) She's incorrect -- My feelings do not stem from that situation. But that is no longer something I am really concerned about.
With that said, everyone else is fair game. Stupidity is definitely fair game. And the fairest game of all is other journals -- if it is okay for people to give me stick about what I write, I feel that fair is fair. Consistency is the name of the game....
This whole thing I've been going through feels like one great big regurgitation -- It may sound crude, but I feel like I'm barfing a lot of negativity out of my system. There seems to be a lot of rebirthing going on at this point. (Someone rebirth me a job!!!!) I find myself wondering what is coming up. Why are so many people going through a big change right now? What are we getting ready to face?
