Boundaries, Purging, and Moving Forward

[nyyki]

Had a long talk with a friend last night -- one of those past 2am kind of talks.

I'm going to lay off Maeven. Since I no longer have any desire to go down to B&B (The things I was told were just too horrible) I don't feel that I have any right to continuously rag on them there. I do still have some people down there I like immensely. And besides, it seems to really get her worked up to an inordinate degree -- I post about her, I get phone calls. She seems to think I violated a confidence with her. (I am restraining myself to tit-for-tat on that point) She's incorrect -- My feelings do not stem from that situation. But that is no longer something I am really concerned about.

With that said, everyone else is fair game. Stupidity is definitely fair game. And the fairest game of all is other journals -- if it is okay for people to give me stick about what I write, I feel that fair is fair. Consistency is the name of the game....

This whole thing I've been going through feels like one great big regurgitation -- It may sound crude, but I feel like I'm barfing a lot of negativity out of my system. There seems to be a lot of rebirthing going on at this point. (Someone rebirth me a job!!!!) I find myself wondering what is coming up. Why are so many people going through a big change right now? What are we getting ready to face?

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[ex-theredhea954.livejournal.com]

There is an enourmous amount of re-birthing going on. I am a little scared of what it means, but we will find out when it is time. I know the job situation is frustrating, I was there not too long ago myself. It will get better, I am sure that you are probably tired of hearing it but it is true. Unfortunately, the Universe and the Gods do things on thier time, not necessarily when we would like for it to be taken care of. Hang in there.