The Universe Takes a Pause
Mar. 4th, 2001 11:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nyykiI feel okay today.
No, things are not settled with the s/o. I am not working. The family problems I haven't talked about have not resolved. All in all, nothing much has changed.
However, I still feel better today. My former boss (who got the ax from TIAFI Broadband Company at the same time I did) sent me an email mentioning that if he gets the job he's going for he'll need a documentation specialist. I can do this. We make a good team.
And I came to realize last night that all of this is by some design. All the stuff I am going through is put in place to prepare me for something, and I'm still going through a lot of it because I'm too stubborn to look at it and find the reason and root cause for all of it, instead looking at the individual pieces. It's like trying to get around the forest by navigating around each individual tree.
I just finished the theatre production I was working on. Last night was the cast party, and I had an excellent time. I got paid a lot more than I expected from it -- The show was a big hit, and sold out 8 out of 12 shows. It was nice making some money -- any money at all. I also got some compliments on the job I did -- it is nice to be respected for what you do.
I'm planning on taking the day easy, and just enjoying the fact that we actually get some sunshine. We're barreling into Spring again, and things always get a bit more busy as everything wakes up and returns to active life. Today I'm actually looking forward to it.
No, things are not settled with the s/o. I am not working. The family problems I haven't talked about have not resolved. All in all, nothing much has changed.
However, I still feel better today. My former boss (who got the ax from TIAFI Broadband Company at the same time I did) sent me an email mentioning that if he gets the job he's going for he'll need a documentation specialist. I can do this. We make a good team.
And I came to realize last night that all of this is by some design. All the stuff I am going through is put in place to prepare me for something, and I'm still going through a lot of it because I'm too stubborn to look at it and find the reason and root cause for all of it, instead looking at the individual pieces. It's like trying to get around the forest by navigating around each individual tree.
I just finished the theatre production I was working on. Last night was the cast party, and I had an excellent time. I got paid a lot more than I expected from it -- The show was a big hit, and sold out 8 out of 12 shows. It was nice making some money -- any money at all. I also got some compliments on the job I did -- it is nice to be respected for what you do.
I'm planning on taking the day easy, and just enjoying the fact that we actually get some sunshine. We're barreling into Spring again, and things always get a bit more busy as everything wakes up and returns to active life. Today I'm actually looking forward to it.
