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Well, I had to pass on going to CMA Beltaine. It is a shame, as it would have been the s/o's and the kid's first time, and I like Beltaine much more than Samhain, energy wise.

Got the cable cut off today. Bills are becoming a problem. However, there seems to be the glimmer of movement in the job front.

Had a talk with my dad today. Told him that calling up and depressing the hell out of me was not going to help my job search one whit.

Well, hopefully something will break soon. There is too much to get done right now to spend time worrying about finding a job -- I need this pause in my career life over so that I can get back to business.

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From:

theantichick.livejournal.com

I decided I didn't want to go since the group I was going to go with weren't going to make it, and though I'll still have friends there, almost all of the people I know at CMA are from B&B, and the tensions and hurts are still too new. Without the comfort and support of the group I was to go with, it'd be a very hard weekend, and as part of my new "plan", I'm not going to do things by choice that aren't beneficial to me. I have enough "have to's" in my life, so when I don't "have to" I'm going to enjoy myself.

So I still haven't been to a Beltaine, and I'll decide about Samhain when it gets closer.

From:

minirth.livejournal.com

"... as part of my new "plan", I'm not going to do things by choice that aren't beneficial to me"

And that is why you are going to get through this. Once you are able to say that and mean it, your entire life can start to change for the better.

I'm sorry both of you won't be at Beltaine, but it sounds like both of you have thought the situation through. Maybe Samhein.

From:

eljefe.livejournal.com

Going to miss you Meg.
Sure you werent going to camp with BNB...but hey would have loved to see you. I am camping with the coyotes and my norse friend Daniel.

It is spring. Sounds like you need to do some springcleaning on lots of levels. Good luck to you.